Here lately
my life has been downright crazy.
Everything that has been going on seems like it makes no sense to people on the outside, but to me, and a select few, it makes perfect sense.
As my dear friend (& apparent muse), Emily Henard, said,
"The adventure doesn't start until everything goes wrong."
I realized I have to figure myself out before I get serious with anybody. Jake and I aren't together anymore, but we are still going to be the best of friends. As most of my readers have probably realized, I'm always a bit "at-war" with myself. I am always questioning my sanity, my future, and generally everything about myself. I have a lot of issues with keeping hope for myself alive. I am thoroughly amazed at the fact that even though I have said issues, one song gets me through it. "Kings and Queens" by 30 Seconds to Mars. It's like an anthem. It speaks straight to my heart, and on my 18th birthday I'm getting a lyric from it as a tattoo...reminding me to keep my hope alive. One day I hope to meet Jared Leto and thank him in person for his music. They truly inspire me.
Building on my last post,
"I love love, I love being in love, I don't care what it does to me."
Story of my life. I enjoy being happy, even if only for a little while, and I'm extremely happy at the moment. h8ers gonna h8.
