People.

This is for the people who have been/are in my life.

Not everyone, just everyone I'm thinking of right now.

you.

You make me sad. I miss being friends with you. The guy I used to know SO well. We were seriously best friends. Now you're so into your little bitty group of friends all going to the college 10 minutes down the road that it's like I don't even exist. I don't care if that sounds selfish, at least I don't act like a jerk to people who used to be my closest friends. I think it's really sad that I can say that truthfully. You used to be an inspiration to me, and now when I think of you, you simply make me sad. I wish you the best. I'm pretty sure I'm one of those people you're perfectly fine with leaving behind after high school, and well, even though you were his best friend, I don't feel like I need you around to keep his memory alive for me. You will be missed, every now and then.

These two girls I knew.

We were best friends. We wreaked havoc, drove around singing at the top of our lungs, and just had a freaking blast together. I wish you wanted more for yourselves. I wish the fact that I want more for you than you do didn't piss you off so much. I wish you didn't drift away from me. Maybe that was my fault, too, but when I feel as if you don't really care to talk to anyone besides each other in the aforementioned small group of friends you have...I felt more unwelcome in your lives than anything. To one of you, I hope you learn that you're really not all that one day. I hope you can put your chin down a little bit, and see where you really are in your life. To the other one, I still think you're in there somewhere. Come on back.

You two make me sad, too.

This one guy who lives in Texas :P

He is crazy, not literally, but he's goofy and awesome. I love that we have started talking again, and your creativity is absolutely inspiring. I want to always be that person you can come to. I want you to know I will always be your friend, and if you ever need a shoulder to lean on, I'm here (as well as I can be).

These two guys I work with.

GOD I love you to death! Some days I don't know what I would do without you :P One of you is just silly, and fun to be around all the time, and is one of the best friends I could ask for! The other more introspective and deep, but still silly and an amazing friend...and memory. I will never forget the both of you. You're both so special :)

I've noticed that my happy posts about these people are a lot shorter...apparently I'm not that great at showing appreciation, but really awesome at expressing disappointment.. x) I promise, I enjoy the happy much more than the sad/disappointment. They know how I feel. haha.

AND MAH GIRLS.

To all of you, since there's a LOT. I love you, that is all. You really do keep me sane.

You...the best thing that has ever happened to me.

I thought I would never refer to a single person as that. You have changed...everything...and I would never take it back. I love you. You are my hero. I cannot wait until you come home.

22 days